High Fidelity

My mum once told me that love can be manipulated, but fidelity cannot.
One can lie to you when he says that he loves you, but one can't lie when he's not being faithful....It just happens to show....

Bangkok, Bangkok

I am going to Bangkok. Oh yes, thank you God, I don't even have to pay anything to get there. It's not the place that gets me excited, it's the opportunity to do the trip with my friends that is.
A lot of people have told me how nice and cheap the place is, but what I would like to do most when I am in Bangkok is:

- watch Thai Girl Show (hehehehehe)
*in BSD branch*
BMR : Kamu jadi ke Bangkok, kan, Di?
Me : Iya, Pak! Tar kita jadi nonton Thai Girl show kan rame2?
BMR : Hush, kamu jangan keras-keras donk, tar ketahuan ama istri saya!
Both : Haha!
Wife : *senyum-senyum ga jelas*

- watch Thai boxing match

- get a Thai massage....hmmm......hmmm....mmmm.....

Long Time No Blog

It's been a while!!
Can I say that it has almost been two years I hybernated? I got way too busy with my work that I forgot my blog. Believe me, I even forgot my user id and password! Ha ha.
Nevermind, it's good to get back on track again. Think I will enjoy blogging? Hmmm actually I do have some sites to be considered. I've already have my xanga, I have multiply...what's the best site for blogging?
Any advice?

I think my English is deteriorating...

It's good to type something on this blog again. I haven't done this thing for more than a year now. A lot of things have happened. I've graduated. I've landed a job. I'm still dating the same guy I fell in love with a year ago. Now that I am working, I can't find the time to type and pour everything that's on my mind on this blog again. I.am.just.too.busy. It's good to know that today's Sunday and tomorrow is still a holiday!!! Yay! Since I landed a job in a banking industry, I rarely have time for myself. Sometimes...I miss those happy campus days I had in Bandung. What a free person I was in Bandung... now I'm a 8 to 5 slave hahaha!!!

A lot of things have happened. Right now I'm still struggling with my job. I signed a-3-year-contract with this bank and until now I'm still adapting. I know this struggle will be over. I know I have to face this. But somehow...as human, we are weak and living in this instant world we want to know and to have everything instantly. But life never goes your way...

It goes God's way and we should follow Him although it may against our will for the time being, we have to know that it's for our best.

Beautiful in its Time

She's back with a post

The writer asks the Lord:
Oh Lord, why for years and for so many times you let me walk with the wrong person?
Don’t you know that it only breaks our hearts?
Don’t you know that it only ruins our friendships?
Don’t you know that it only brings hurt in hearts? Doubts in mind?
And don’t you know it only adds more anguish for both sides?

And the Lord answers:
Very well then, My child, for some years I will let you walk alone by yourself. There will be people who become your friends and acquaintances, but none of them will be your partner.

The writer asks again:
Why oh Lord, you let me walk alone by myself without a partner?
Can’t you see that I’m so lonesome?
Can’t you see that the love you planted in me withers and dies?
Can’t you see that I’m waiting patiently for the fulfillment of your promise?
Can’t you see that the love you keep in my heart makes me weak and sad everyday?

The Lord answers:
My precious child, I let all of these happen in your life so that you will understand yourself
So that you will know your purpose of living
So that you will realize what’s the most important in your life
And at the time you realize it, you’d know what kind of character that will suitable for your partner.
It doesn’t lie in good looks, beautiful voices, smooth skins, beautiful smiles, but it lies in the way he treats you, the way he respects you, the way he loves you for who you are.

You will be there when he needs you, and he will help you when you’re in trouble
You will soothe him in his times of sadness and he will make you laugh when you are sad
You will be so annoyed at him when you’re tired, but his patience will make you smile again
He too, will be annoyed at you when he’s tired, but your sincerity will erase it
And the most important thing is, as much as you know yourself, you will also know and understand your partner
The next task you should do is to learn to know him patiently

Remember that he is also my creation
Don’t you ever ask about his past, all the things that he has gone through, for I let that happen so that he will understand himself
All of this I tell to you so that you will give thanks to me when you find him

Believe oh my child, that I created him for you
Didn’t I let you walk with wrong partners for so many times?
Didn’t I let you walk alone by yourself for years?
Have you forgotten that I make things beautiful in its time?
I tell you this because I am your Lord, who created you and who loves you more than anything

The writer says to the Lord:
Thank you, Lord for now I have understood the way You've chosen to me. Laudamus Te!

(I got this from someone's blog. I think it's very good. It's written in bahasa so I tried to translate it.)